Random thoughts

Vainpot over eyeliner : being heavily criticized on my bare-faced look by many friends, topped by a push to M.A.C. counter last Sunday, I finally got to learn how to wear eyeliner. A bottle from M.A.C. and another from drugstore for practicing purpose.

Day 2 of refraining from friendster, I set a resolution to not checking it for 10 days. Just to make sure I'm not too attached to online commnunity :-P

Sitting in the kitchen eating my oatmeal on a lazy morning, I realised my life is not bad, not at all. I do not have to struggle for anything, except for self esteem and independence. I have people who love me for what I am, that's reassuring.

Being happy is having a downside effect on me, I've been overenjoyed eating.. had more rice in the past 3 days than I had in the prior 3 months together. Getting fat now. Oh, and think about what would happen with me during the tasting trip in August..Oh, Kaori's joining me for the trip, but she'll stay at another hotel as she has to cover the room rate all by herself. I managed to get Ma to go with me, but honestly I am not sure at all whether I can handle her during the trip. And of course, with Ma going, I can't extend my stay after the business' over. I guess I have to live with that.